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A Goddamn Impossible Way Of Life

by The Paranoid Style

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1.
Turpitude 02:24
Well, Jackie lost her fucking mind outside Greenlawn detention and then it made the Chronicle And I remember what you said at the time – it was farcical, but it wasn’t comical It’s been a trying couple years and I know that it appears that I’m aimless if not mindless Well it’s a universal truth that when someone turns that blue then suddenly it’s all just you And turpitude November 8th, 1994 – a dark café in Rochester Gingrich revolution on the TV – you think things just got bad? The truth is more exhausting And I smoked for the following reasons: The contract with America I smoked because of Pulp Fiction I smoked because of Mojo Nixon And because back then it wasn’t rude Nowadays I suppose they’d call that Turpitude I left a diary in the van It had mostly just ideas and maybe some sketches A notice from collections and a cease and desist from my favorite band 1940, August 20 – the springtime of the cannibals An icepick deep in Trotsky’s back – his last thought is “It’s understandable” I was pumping some pain in West Memphis I was just about losing my shit It’s sunny and extradition is difficult Confused thoughts in my head And will the night air finally calm me? And will our parents remember us fondly? Can I do anything to get you in the mood? Sometimes my mind wanders and I think about Turpitude
2.
Things are going well, things are going swell The company said, “You might take a little haircut” $15 all you can eat, with limited apps There’s no wings, there’s no wings, there’s no wings Won’t agree to pass away, I won’t agree to die Tonight I’m taking wing and I’m expecting to fly economy Economy I can feel something monstrous is rising in my soul and it doesn’t feel as unpleasant as you’d expect Harvey Danger’s in hell, climbing up a pole – it’s one thing not to be wrong and another to be correct A man must make concessions and I’m known to be flexible A man must express intentions and I’m known to be eligible A man must shed possessions and I’m ready to buy I’m going to answer all the questions and I’m expecting to fly economy Economy Economy Skeletons in cement shoes Fish swimming through their heads The labor boss has got the blues Now the labor boss is dead You took the shot for your vanity And the pills for your sanity You’re a high roller I can see, but tonight I’m expecting to fly economy Economy Things are going great, things are shifting weight I want to get another haircut but I can’t get an appointment I’m probably exaggerating – Jerry’s handling the catering There’s no wings, there’s no wings, there’s no wings A better living through chemistry, but I haven’t got the grades A better living through consumerism, but I’m waiting to get paid A better living through action and I’m willing to try Everything flies and everything dies economy Economy Economy
3.
Hey Derek, will you take a look at this? Death came early for cousin Chris Death came early for Aunt Jean Dublin town, St. Stephen’s Green Home rule and the Easter Rising Tipperary and the constabulary Tom Clarke and the Black and Tans Don’t fuck with a marked man A marked man on a marked occasion Citizen army, guns out blazing Chopped to pieces, scattered to the wind You’ll be seeing us again 24 April, 1916 The post office on Sackville Street Volunteers and Cumann na mBan Winnie’s got a typewriter and a gun A marked man stands before his god Tom Clarke and the firing squad Dying smiling just because You can kill a man but you can’t kill his cause Sound the alarm, send in the troops Brittania kills anything that moves Slayed civilians and the police Ring the bells let the marked man speak: “Ireland unfree shall never be at peace!” Padraig Pearse would make the call Padraig Pearse against the wall James Connolly, never surrender! James Connolly tied to a chair On the third day they rose again But they were sorely outmanned By day six it was the end So goes the story of the marked man A marked man on a marked occasion It’s not easy starting a nation It’s not easy to give away your life A marked man always pays that price
4.
A great coat of piano felt A note so sour it leaves a welt Black coffee steams a face of stone Thick yellowed fingers peck his phone What in the world’s come over me Asking for a friend That guy’s in Rammstein Kaiser’s in a can and I’m nearing the end A rusty bench, a leafless tree George V. Higgins morality A meal of snakes, a feast of wrath The lady saws herself in half What in the world’s come over me Asking for a friend That guy’s in Rammstein Kaiser’s in a can and I’m nearing the end No buck, no mark, no cancelled check Poor Teutonic architect He’ll dress you up in scratchy things He’ll wet his beak, he’ll wax your wings What’s he got up that sleeve? What’s he got in that bag? That guy’s in Rammstein Wolfpack going out for a morning drag Wolfpack going out for a morning drag Wolfpack going out for a morning drag
5.
You said your goodbyes to the Wichita Genie Everyone feels that way every now and again I remember two Sundays in 1991 – I don’t know how it ends, I hope that we win Before another 30 years passes In the blink of a fretful slumber Before the big wave crashes Padding out the box office numbers You put the abs in abject torture You put the torture near the top Watch you waking with the pastor Watch the whole thing fall apart Banner day for the trash cat You were left behind by the Gideons With a sponge and some rusty wrenches Dug foxholes for the righteous All the atheists are in the trenches The tyranny of proximity kept your transactions at an arm’s length And the enemy of your enemy was your enemy Any weakness was your strength You put the you in cruel and unusual But you typically put yourself first You always said that I knew you too well, you always said that you thought you were cursed Banner day for the trash cat
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I was on trial, I was in style, faced the cold credibility of an unmarked file One time a friend told me to expect a visitor One time I believe I met the inquisitor No one’s saying it’s an accident that I came to town No one’s saying it’s a coincidence the way things went down I was keeping the books I was keeping up appearances You kill it with looks – murder the experience I could see you late, I just can’t see straight We made our way to the Fulton fish mart Bronx-bound bus, 2:13 in the morning There were people that I trust giving me the warning No one’s saying it’s an accident that I left town I suppose I ran away the second you came around I was running scared, I was running interference But every day without you was murder: the experience God damn the people who would doubt They never wanted to understand At the length the truth will out Soon they’ll think that we’re all friends You’ve got a lot of nerve to say this is the end Separated by decree, I was locked in Little Ease I’d watch from my window to see if you’d see me And maybe I was lying when I said that I was fine And maybe I was lying when I said I wasn’t lying On the very worst night of my very worst day A smile from you could murder my pain On my deathbed I could see you making an appearance Anything less would murder the experience
7.
Daughter of the revolution Son of a suffragette Late night hearings, early morning confusion You just haven’t earned it yet Wrenches and spanners, transmissions from the neighbors An endless cycle of meaningless behavior The dream of Lorca is dead and gone He could fill my mind but I haven’t got the time I got a feeling – I got a feeling The thirteenth chairman of the federal reserve, appointed by Reagan in ‘87 Alan Greenspan, who they came to call “Easy Money” (Easy Money) In the 50s, Greenspan declared Ayn Rand his savior An endless cycle of meaningless behavior Played clarinet and sax alongside Stan Getz, and then he went to Julliard, which isn’t as easy as it sounds I got a feeling – I got a feeling Rand created objectivism, built on reality, reason, self-interest and capitalism She wrote all this fiction, asked, “Who is John Galt” If someone else suffers and you prosper it ain’t your fault All the mod cons and all the mod capers An endless cycle of meaningless behavior All of the lying about all of the dying and you can’t say “I love you” without first saying “I” I’ve got a feeling – I’ve got a feeling Paul Ryan handed out Atlas Shrugged to anyone with a pair of hands Divided society in to makers and takers, moochers and looters, supercomputers and paranoid bands All the right parts in all the right places An endless cycle of meaningless behavior An endless cycle cascading towards the pit If a problem comes along, you must whip it An endless cycle – an endless cycle I got a feeling – I got a feeling
8.
The horses are all up and gone Honey you surely won’t last long Singing that borrowed tune you stole from John and John Don’t know what was the accursed venue Sponsored by Bar/None and I got their sampler Some of the bands were the Ordinares and Katy McCarty and Rage to Live and Brian Dewan and Freedy Johnston But my favorite song was “The Nightgown of the Sullen Moon” It showed up late and it left to soon What’s their deal? Are they art school kids? I think they live under the Williamsburg Bridge You can call them on the phone and they’ll sing to you Their first record is self-titled, but everyone calls it “the pink album” It’s got “Don’t Let’s Start” and “She’s and Angel” and “Absolutely Bill’s Mood” Was she a hotel detective, or the investigator? The peculiar case of the human song generators Before the flood there was Lincoln I’m pretty sure “Ana Ng” is the best one But “They’ll Need a Crane” is certainly a close second I was working in the lab late one night Trying to discern exactly when you’ll die I’ve been on both ends of this is where the party ends But I never lost faith in They Might Be Giants The thermostat’s in flames, or in the incinerator The peculiar case of the human song generators Like this: Make a hole with a gun perpendicular To the name of this town in a desktop globe Exit wound in a foreign nation Showing the home of the one this was written for I’ve made no advancement, I’ve made no improvement Pretty soon you’ll read me out of the movement But you’ll have to deal with TMBG – they’ll chop you down like an old, dead tree In the days of our youth, remember your creator The peculiar case of the human song generators
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First come, first served The Who sell out Cincinnati December 3, 1979 Riverfront Coliseum Wanna be up front, maybe we can meet them? Second tour with Kenney Jones Things were just settling in Second tour without Keith He can’t play the fills, but he keeps the beat Work on your paperwork, count on your mates General admission, locked at the gates Everyone knows the immigrant song In Cincinnati Coliseum it won’t take long Death can come on slow Or death can come on quickly The band had no idea anything went wrong until the last encore and the tank was empty Triumphant was the way they felt when they finally took the stage The standing ovation The standard notation Triumphant was the way they felt when they acknowledged the applause Until a turn of occasion And then no one again ever was the same Cold spring morning, 1979 Aaron Pryor spars with Sugar Ray The Cincy cat who beat the odds at last And then the odds went and beat him back Did you know the first encore was “Summertime Blues?” And the second one was “The Real Me?” They were gonna raise a fuss, they were gonna raise a holler They were gonna make a dollar in Cincinnati The crowd became a mob And the temperatures were freezing There wasn’t any air, the crush couldn’t be stopped They weren’t screaming for you, they were just screaming Triumphant was the way they felt when they exited to stage right Everything went like gangbusters – Pete and Roger only fought three times Triumphant was the way they felt before they knew the kids had been trampled I hope I get old before I die, I hope I die before I’m made an example Well, they digitally removed the coke from Neil’s nose, you know Or so the rumor goes – I don’t know Was he a heavy doper? Or an occasional user? He was a friend of yours Cutthroat played on camera As though there’s any other kind Winterland in November Bill Graham presents: A GODDAMN IMPOSSIBLE WAY OF LIFE Goddamn impossible way of life (I can’t explain) Goddamn impossible way of life (I can’t explain) Goddamn impossible way of life (Call it a bargain) The best they ever had
10.
You wanna go true west, baby? Think you can go as far as that? But as far as the truth, it’s maybe better you weren’t ever even asked Cat on a hot tin armada Aw, the weapons we all bring Ah sure, I confess I enjoyed the drama, but I never said the play’s the thing Light sleep and sobbin’ Took the job and now you’re jobbin’ Doubting my views on science Tried out peace and then chose violence Origami pleasures and midnight treasures all folded up, don’t take half measures But oh my soul, to the victims of death, the Philistines took their final breath In clouds of witness In clouds of witness I tried from a distance just to see I can’t imagine 40 days in the desert I can’t imagine 40 days anywhere, really Think about all the manifestos and year-end best-ofs Think about all the things you’ll never read You could’ve stood to be more cautious Before you crumble and exult, “Ah sure I confess I enjoyed the process, but I never wanted the result” Stranded in the forum I was sold on your misgiving I was living for decorum If you can even call that living In clouds of witness In clouds of witness I tried from a distance just to see
11.
I won a hero’s name with McAlpine and Costain With Fitzpatrick, Murphy, Ashe and the Wimpey’s gang I've been often on the road on my way to draw the dole When there's nothing left to do for Johnny Laing And I used to think that God made the mixer, pick and hod So that Paddy might know hell above the ground I've had gangers big and tough tell me tear it all out rough When you're building up and tearing England down In a tunnel underground a young Limerick man was found He was built into the New Victoria Line When the bonus gang had passed, sticking from the concrete cast Was the face of little Charlie Joe Devine And the ganger man McGurk said big Paddy hates to work When the gas main blew and he flew off the ground Oh, they swore he send down slack, I'll not be there until I'm back Keep on building up and tearing England down I was on the hydro dam on the day that Jack McCann Got the better of his stammer in a week He fell from the shuttering dam and the poor auld stuttering man He was never ever more inclined to speak And I saw auld Bald McCall from the big flyover fall Into a concrete mixer spinning round Though it wasn't his intent, he got a fine head of cement When he was building up and tearing England down I remember Carrier Jack with his hod upon his back How he swore one day he'd set the world on fire But his face they've never seen since his shovel it cut clean Through the middle of the big high-tension wires No more like Robin Hood would he roam through Cricklewood Or dance around the pubs in Camden Town Oh, but let no man proclaim, sure no Pat can die in vain When he's building up and tearing England down So come all you navvies bold, do not think that English gold Is just waiting to be taken from each sod Or the likes of you and me will ever get an OBE Or a knighthood for good service to the hod They've the concrete master race for to keep you in your place And a ganger man to kick you to the ground If you ever try to take part of what the bosses make When you're building up and tearing England down

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released July 26, 2019

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